I have not been active on DA for quite some time now. I won't apologize for it because if I would have been around I'd have been useless.

On April 16, 2008 I gave birth to an amazingly perfect baby boy named Drew Douglas. He's my entire world and then some. He's now 4 months old and I'm now 21 and I've learnt more from him in his 4 months than all of my 21 years.

During and after my pregnancy I hit a creative brick wall. I was so consumed by all my worries that I was terrified to write anything down on paper in fear of my life falling apart. In a sense I'm still in that mind-set, but I need to release a lot of whats in me at the moment. I have notiugn written as of yet but I'm hoping in the next couple of days that I'll have something new.

For the friends I've lost on here due to my absence I'm sorry for that, the ones who stuck around thank you, for the new ones to be made, thank you for giving me a chance.

I will admit things won't be frequent to start with but better than nothing. I have a lot to change in the next few weeks and I think writing will help me A) have the strenght to do what needs to be done and B) will calm me after they have been done.

Lets hope being back is juat as good as it was before!